finally starting

Since writing my first post and getting all geared up I have done a terrible job. But today I at least stocked the house with healthy foods, determined that both Patton and I will eat better and I got myself on the treadmill. It took 21:45 minutes to walk a mile but it's a start. I plan on just walking about 20 minutes for the first week and then next week move up to 30 minutes. That's as good as I can do right now. More baby steps. I just realized that not only do I have 3 significant weddings to go to this year I also have a family reunion. Pregnant or not I don't care to be a bloated blimp for any of them. I am also really determined not to gain the amount I did last time. So today I actually made an effort. Yahoo. I really feel like all the spring cleaning I'm doing has something to do with it. I always feel better and more motivated when my house is clean. I wish I could keep it that way. But once again all I can do is keep trying. I hope to report another success tomorrow!