So of course I said I was going to start but of course that lasted for about two days. I have now had my baby and have chosen not to breast feed so.... good news bad news. Good news, I am free to do any crazy diet I want... bad news I wont be losing weight just from breast feeding like i did last time. I guess this will make me have to try. I have been asking the same questions my whole life... " why me?" " why is it so hard?" " How do I just stop wanting to eat?" " why can't I just do it?"
I feel redundant saying it but I just have to do it. I love the saying," I can do hard things" That's going to be my new motto going into this. I need to remember that this is going to be really hard. Its not supposed to be easy. I need to stop making this easy on myself. That's not working... obviously! also I need to make sure Im not trying to figure out how to cheat everytime I turn around. i keep saying I just want to make it a realistic life style but I think i can only start feeling that way at goal weight. until then I just need to focus myself on losing the pounds!
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